i wish i could explain
what i see in your eyes..
how the sound of your voice
gives me butterflies*
and how the -brightness-
of your smile..makes my heart skip a beat
and how a .kiss. from your lips..
makes me feel so
`---»complete

He's just a boy who doesn't know what's in front of him, and she's just a girl who never learned how to let go.

all I can taste is this moment and
all I can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later its over and
I just don't want to miss you tonight

Drunken words = Sober Truth

You just don't get it, do you? You really don't understand that I'm not over you. I was never over you. The girl who's normally so strong is falling apart, and you're not even realizing it

&& to look into his eyes and realize ..
he will never love you..
that hurts more than anything </33

Stay close enough to have fun
yet far enough not to get hurt
& when you start to fall for him again
just remember the crack on your heart
was left from him...</3

She tells you to call the girl you like,
Even though it’ll break her heart.
She tells you to ask that girl to the dance,
Even though she knows she can’t stand to see you with her.
She says she’s happy for you when you get with that girl,
When really all she wants to do is cry.
She would do anything to make you smile,
Even if it makes her miserable.
You mean that much,
And you don’t even have a clue

Those midnight conversations..
They mean everything to me

Don’t be fooled by her pretty smile;;
Inside she’s breaking.
She is oh-so-fragile

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice. I'm mad for always apologizing for things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached. I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you, and most of all for not hating you when I should.

Another poem, another line, another girl pretending she's fine,
Another hour, another day, she wishes she could get away,
Another heartbreak, another tear, another excuse she doesn't wanna hear
Another paper, another pen, she writes she wants to be strong again,
Another story, another lie, another night that she will cry,
Another band, another song, another days passed, slowly gone,
Another scream, another doubt, ''Kick me while I'm down'' to him she'd shout
Another forced smile, another broken heart,
Just another girl wishing life would restart...

she would do her makeup just for you,
but you'd never tell her she'd look pretty.
but in your head you always thought " why does she even put it on .. "

when you can't stop smiling after you talk to him
and you still get butterflies in your stomach,
& that huge smile across your face everytime you see him,
that lets you know he  will always mean the world to you.

Sometimes, you sit & think. & you wonder if he can see it in your eyes. Can he tell that you
 love him..that there¡¯s nothing you would rather think about than the times he held you in his arms? Can he see the tears? Cus they sure are there..deep down, sure enough, along with the pain & the loneliness that you bury so deep you¡¯re sure no one can tell. Sometimes you would give anything imaginable to be able to make him understand..to have one more chance to make him know how much he means..to be able to feel complete. But, you smile through it all. You talk like you always used to be friends..& everytime he smiles at you a tiny bit of hope springs up, but you crush it before it can surface, before it can give you away.



&& it hurts like crazy
seeing him look at her like that


he just doesn't get it. he wants what he can't have.
and he can't see what's right in front of him. she would
do anything for him. she would die for him. he doesn't
see how much she is in love with him. she has fallen.
fallen so hard. harder than ever before.
all he does is crush her...

everyone tries to impress that
special someone, but if you can't
get them by being yourself, then
they can't be that special.